10-19-2010, 05:24 PM
10-19-2010, 07:58 PM
And agony can definetely be addictive.
10-25-2010, 09:16 PM
Well it's into the meantime I go. Or maybe it's a new beginning altogether, duhknah.
Looks like this. While I'm waiting for my life long career to reopen it's folded arms, a new welcoming job is calling me. So while I wait, I have decided to expand my comfort zone a bit. There is a new drug and alcohol councilor in town. And believe me, this is a change to say the least. I know Your laughing
I am very excited about this and I am up for the challenge. A new breed of butterfly is flickering around inside and I am ready to learn as much as I can. The place is Beautiful, an old Penn state
Governors' mansion I'm told. I was looking around for the electric chair but then I remembered that it's the Governors mansion, not a prison. I'm such a dumbass sometimes.
So life has changed. I'm up for it, but I really just wanna get back to good ol faithful flatfootin fun.
Looks like this. While I'm waiting for my life long career to reopen it's folded arms, a new welcoming job is calling me. So while I wait, I have decided to expand my comfort zone a bit. There is a new drug and alcohol councilor in town. And believe me, this is a change to say the least. I know Your laughing

I am very excited about this and I am up for the challenge. A new breed of butterfly is flickering around inside and I am ready to learn as much as I can. The place is Beautiful, an old Penn state
Governors' mansion I'm told. I was looking around for the electric chair but then I remembered that it's the Governors mansion, not a prison. I'm such a dumbass sometimes.
So life has changed. I'm up for it, but I really just wanna get back to good ol faithful flatfootin fun.
10-28-2010, 10:05 AM
(10-25-2010 09:16 PM)Neilbubbachuck Wrote: [ -> ]Well it's into the meantime I go. Or maybe it's a new beginning altogether, duhknah.Laugh...what's that? Seize the reality of your fate and that's that and rememeber the garbage man isn't Santa Claus. The real world isn't a utopia and never will be...I sit alone with brush and pen in a society that's closed and suspicious, it's always more about me, than you.
Looks like this. While I'm waiting for my life long career to reopen it's folded arms, a new welcoming job is calling me. So while I wait, I have decided to expand my comfort zone a bit. There is a new drug and alcohol councilor in town. And believe me, this is a change to say the least. I know Your laughing
I am very excited about this and I am up for the challenge. A new breed of butterfly is flickering around inside and I am ready to learn as much as I can. The place is Beautiful, an old Penn state
Governors' mansion I'm told. I was looking around for the electric chair but then I remembered that it's the Governors mansion, not a prison. I'm such a dumbass sometimes.
So life has changed. I'm up for it, but I really just wanna get back to good ol faithful flatfootin fun.

10-28-2010, 11:01 AM
I do believe I understand the deep meaning of what you have said, and I agree.
Now what though? For me, I choose to keep moving and cling to hope.
Now what though? For me, I choose to keep moving and cling to hope.
10-29-2010, 09:25 AM
Fate and faith, different sides of the coin ...'Jim Jones and gimme that ole' time religion...I don't think so! Hope is good with action and we control our fate, to a point. It wasn't most of us that got the economy in the pawn shop but it left echo's in many a food pantry. Bullets of misdirected visions of American pie, a gluttons plate of economic integration soaked in blood for coin collectors.Pfttt Was it fate that has me disabled or hard work? I got to keep my expectations in check but I won't sit around and wait for someone to decide my fate. I have a meeting with a lawyer today, hoping he can get me what's just...hope in another's hands deciding on my fate... why does that make me uncomfortable? I guess we can only do so much, then hope?
Going into the big city now not an adventure I care for.
Going into the big city now not an adventure I care for.
10-29-2010, 10:52 AM
Coolaid actually sounds kinda good
11-02-2010, 07:40 PM
Switching gears a bit, I've had a growing desire to help folks across the sea dig wells for fresh water. How that will happen or works, I have no idea. Just want to do it. Any ideas?
11-02-2010, 07:44 PM
A noble endeavor Charles - noble, I say.
http://www.wateraidamerica.org/what_we_d...7QodJ29qPA
This one actually asks for volunteers:
http://thewaterproject.org/clean-water-w...africa.asp
http://www.wateraidamerica.org/what_we_d...7QodJ29qPA
This one actually asks for volunteers:
http://thewaterproject.org/clean-water-w...africa.asp
11-02-2010, 08:30 PM
(11-02-2010 07:40 PM)Neilbubbachuck Wrote: [ -> ]Switching gears a bit, I've had a growing desire to help folks across the sea dig wells for fresh water. How that will happen or works, I have no idea. Just want to do it. Any ideas?
I know that the band Third Day(christian rock) is involved in sponsoring a project to drill wells in Africa, but I can't get into the website tonight. They upload their concerts the day of, and must be in the process of doing so.